Thread:TJlive800/@comment-4952704-20150604202841/@comment-4952704-20150606235612

Now THAT's interesting.

From what i gathered out of my personal life, i'm making guesses about the motivation but i think it's the fact that he hates life. He believes that he has terrible luck, and he think life hates him.

Let me give you a few examples i have:

Since birth, young Joe was supposed to be aborted. At least his dad wanted this. Ultimately, they decided against aborting him. From ages 1-9, he had a rough childhood. His dad never really cared about he or his wife, and he made Joe's mom do all the work. He quit his job, he smoked up a storm, and he didn't even like his own son, and he was a cheater.

But as for Joe's mom, this was one of two things that caused her to go insane. She ran away from her family (and her mom who loves her dearly) so she can marry him. Then her mom died, and she just snapped. Joe and his mom were broke, but young Joe was... well... a child. He always wanted toys and ice cream, his mom couldn't afford it.

His mom was forced into being a... "whore" if you will. Young Joe had a tough life at school. He was young and foolish, and he never really focused on anything at school and always fooled around. He had no friends as a result, and his crush never even liked him. He was always made fun of at school because of the haircut his mom chose for him, a very curly "bushy" hair. Everyone called Joe "Bushy Head", which made him cry. And since his family were broke, he resorted to steal other kids' toys, and he was caught several times.

But the thing that was over the edge, the thing that changed Joe's life... his aunt (From his father's side) came over, and she wasn't that bad, she was friendly. She told Joe stories about her family, and how his dad was a great and charming man. After she left, Joe's young brain always sided with his dad, which made his mom very angry. Around the same time, his dad was arrested for steaing credit cards.

His mom officially had it with Joe, even though he was really young, and she sent him away to live with her family when he turned 9. She couldn't handle him. She went to rehab after all this happened.

Living with his mom's family was a completely different story. Everything was different than america. Nothing but rules, rules rules, and you were forced to go with that religion. His uncle was always angry and always strict, and always forced rules onto Young Joe. His older cousin was also abusive, because his dad (Joe's uncle) always forced him and set rules for him. Any female in the family ran away from him because he was so strict. Joe had other cousins too around his age, but his family always loved his cousin better than Joe himself. The reason was because he was raised by them, while Joe came from... that. But even after all that, eventually they got used to him by the first year, and they started to treat him like family.

Joe eventually discovered the internet through his older cousin, and started to use it. He had a favorite show and he would always go on the internet to watch it pirated. He would also go onto chatrooms and make lots of friends, to the point where he slept during the day and was awake all night for days, months, even  years straight (Not entirely straight though). He would do this just so he can make it to their timezone and chat with them.

Before i get onto the real turning point, there is one specific event: The first time he killed. His older cousin was in love with birds, he had several different kinds in the house. One specific one that couldn't fly was adored by the family, and so they went out. They left Joe in charge of the bird, so he can feed it. When they left, and he wouldn't eat, his young mind did the unthinkable. He got so frustrated, he threw the bird on the ground. Since it couldn't fly, it had a hard it. It stumbled... then passed out. This scarred Joe, he started crying. When the family came home, he was so afraid that he lied. He said he didn't know how it died. They assumed it was the AC that killed it.

So a few years passed, Joe and the family grew together. Joe loved the family, especially his aunt and uncle. His same age cousin eventually moved out with his own parents. The older cousin and Joe grew closser as they watched more tv and superheroes, and they would tell each other about the trailers.

And then his mom called. She explains that Joe is coming back to america so she can live with her, and its against Joe's will. Keep in mind that Joe is about 15-16 around this point. He and his mother have a long phone conversation. She explains how she met his father. Both Joe's grandfathers are brothers. His dad and his mom are cousins, and he was concieved through incest. This made Joe freeze up for a while.

And so the time came where Joe had to leave. He was crying, he didn't really wanna go back. But the time came, he saw his mother again for the first time in a few years. She had this kinda boyfriend not really though named James "Jim" Rozum Jr. Jim really liked Joe, and was friendly towards him.

Joe's mom also had changed. She forbid Joe from ever contacting his friends on the internet, and she looked through all the chats. She also put a password on the laptop. She also set rules on him, she forced Joe to do a lot of things. She looked like she controlled a lot of things. But she was nice to Jim. But if that was not all, she and Joe got into a fight two weeks later. Joe spilled tuna all over his clothing, and since his mom was tight on money (and tired as hell), she started yelling. She said that she's going to send Joe to his dad, that he is an idiot. Joe said that maybe she should've aborted him, and she says that she wish she did.

Joe snapped at that moment. Once he heard that, he went berserk. He went full serial killer mode. He was holding back before, but this time.... it's gone too far. He murdered her.

And that's what i got so far. There's also small things like how when Joe visited his dad, his dad made him sleep on a really crooked and uncomfortable side of the bed. Or how his dad was disgusting.

Thoughts?